Painting by Katelyn Mariah, title The Compass of the Heart.
“For a seed to achieve its greatest expression, it must come completely undone. The shell cracks, its insides come out and everything changes. To someone who doesn’t understand growth, it would look like complete destruction.” ~ Cynthia Occelli
Be careful what you ask for because the Universe can be very efficient!
Often when someone comes down with a life threatening illness, people say to the that they created it with there thoughts, because that is what the Law of Attraction Movement has thought us.
For the most part this is not a compliment about how powerful a creator you are but a shaming comment about the “mess” you have created.
I invite you to set that aside for a moment and look at a different perspective.
Yes, I created the heart journey I have been on for 3+ years, but not out of a negative construct but out of positive intention setting.
My positive intentions set this all in motion so that I COULD realize my desires.
On March 8, 2016 I did a release and intention setting ritual on an important date astrologically for me. I remember thinking “I hope I didn’t do too much”. Oops, too late!
I am in fact a powerful creator and manifesting magnetic and what might look like a “big mess” is really the most efficient way to get to what I desire to create. Twelve days after the ritual I had the first heart attack.
Everything that was not in alignment with my desire had to be released. These were cellular issues that I couldn’t see, that having a series of Heart events helped me see clearly. We see this clearing happening on the personal and planetary level right now. The weather is a great purging force. In my case my whole world had to fall apart to be put back together in a new way so my path was clear.
The Law of Attraction would have us believe that we desire something and boom it’s there in front of you. This is rarely true. Yes I have had a few instant manifestation but they are more the exception and not the rule. We waste a lot of time feeling shame and being hard on ourselves because we don’t have the Law of Attraction wand of instant manifestation. Surely we must be doing something wrong.
Oh no we aren’t.
The Universe and my soul chose the fastest, most efficient way to clear the path for me to manifest my desires. I could have set intentions Year after year until the cows came home and never seen the results I wanted. I am starting to see evidence in my life that I am moving in the direction of my dreams.
Having your heart broken open over and over and facing death is great at revealing what you need to see. Ohms and a magic wand would never have shown me what I needed to see.
I have a deep sense of peace, purpose and rightness about what I have gone through and how it’s serving my evolution.
So, what looks like chaos is often really order in the big scheme of things!