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A Calm Heart

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Progress report!
Supplement plus inner work.

I wanted to make sure this wasn’t a just fluke before I posted this.

I am super excited about this!!!

Ever since the first heart attack 3 1/2 years ago I could feel my heart beating in my chest all of the time. I am not saying I would put my hand over my heart and feel it beating. I didn’t have to do that. It was beating so that I could feel it without touching my chest.

It wasn’t because I was stressed out. It was when My bpm was normal 60-70 BPM. When I was stressed out it was 5 times as strong like it was going to jump out of my chest. Sometimes it was hard to go to sleep because I could feel it in the front and the back. It was pounding with a normal heart rate as if it wanted my constant attention. It wanted me to see something.

I don’t know if other people feel their heart beat like this, but I never did. It did it’s thing and I didn’t pay attention because I couldn’t feel it.

I did some deep emotional clearing on the solar eclipse and I started the second week of the supplement I am taking.

Yesterday I woke up and my heart wasn’t beating like it has for 3 1/2 years. I can’t feel it. It sounds weird to say I am excited that I can’t feel my heart beating , but I am. It blows me away, actually.

My heart feels quiet and peaceful. It feels like it is beating to a new joyful frequency. I feel this unexplainable joy frequency in my body.

I see this as huge progress toward the wellness I am moving toward. I have seen what my heart wanted me to see and now it has settled down. Maybe it is telling me the tumor is gone. Time will tell. With a joyful, peaceful heart, healing is probable ❤️

I have an amazing heart. No doubt about it!

PS…I am curious if other people feel there heart beat all of the time?

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What Looks Like Chaos is Often Really Order

 

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Painting by Katelyn Mariah, title The Compass of the Heart.

“For a seed to achieve its greatest expression, it must come completely undone. The shell cracks, its insides come out and everything changes. To someone who doesn’t understand growth, it would look like complete destruction.” ~ Cynthia Occelli

Be careful what you ask for because the Universe can be very efficient!

Often when someone comes down with a life threatening illness, people say to the that they created it with there thoughts, because that is what the Law of Attraction Movement has thought us.

For the most part this is not a compliment about how powerful a creator you are but a shaming comment about the “mess” you have created.

I invite you to set that aside for a moment and look at a different perspective.

Yes, I created the heart journey I have been on for 3+ years, but not out of a negative construct but out of positive intention setting.

Say, What?

My positive intentions set this all in motion so that I COULD realize my desires.

On March 8, 2016 I did a release and intention setting ritual on an important date astrologically for me. I remember thinking “I hope I didn’t do too much”. Oops, too late!

I am in fact a powerful creator and manifesting magnetic and what might look like a “big mess” is really the most efficient way to get to what I desire to create.  Twelve days after the ritual I had the first heart attack.

Everything that was not in alignment with my desire had to be released.  These were cellular issues that I couldn’t see, that having a series of Heart events helped me see clearly.  We see this clearing happening on the personal and planetary level right now. The weather is a great purging force. In my case my whole world had to fall apart to be put back together in a new way so my path was clear.

The Law of Attraction would have us believe that we desire something and boom it’s there in front of you. This is rarely true. Yes I have had a few instant manifestation but they are more the exception and not the rule.  We waste a lot of time feeling shame and being hard on ourselves because we don’t have the Law of Attraction wand of instant manifestation. Surely we must be doing something wrong.

Oh no we aren’t.

The Universe and my soul chose the fastest, most efficient way to clear the path for me to manifest my desires. I could have set intentions Year after year until the cows came home and never seen the results I wanted.  I am starting to see evidence in my life that I am moving in the direction of my dreams.

Having your heart broken open over and over and facing death is great at revealing what you need to see. Ohms and a magic wand would never have shown me what I needed to see.

I have a deep sense of peace, purpose and rightness about what I have gone through and how it’s serving my evolution.

So, what looks like chaos is often really order in the big scheme of things!

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Yesterday I Lost My Mind

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Yesterday I lost my mind!

I dropped from my mind into my heart and my heart started to speak about a key issue I have worked on/with for a big part of my life. You know that one that is slippery, yet insidious, that you can’t quite understand? That one that sneaks up on you when you least expect it.

As I wrote in my journal, I watched it unravel, before my eyes, in a way I had never seen before. It because crystal clear so I could see it. I could feel it release from my cells this time and I felt a lightness I had never felt before.

I understood that there is both a collective program/matrix and a personal program/matrix that hold each other in place. It takes deep, deep inner work to extract yourself because these programs reinforce each other so it’s hard to see. I am grateful for my tenacious persistence to do the deep work to free myself. Many people never get free.

I thank my heart for all it has shown me ❤️

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Healing Initiation

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About a year ago someone I respected told me that no one would come to me for healing because of my health, even though I have 25 years of training and experience in the field.

I let that distract me. I let it stop me. It made my question my ability.

The TRUTH is, I have been initiated, on a deep level, into Heart Medicine and the art of self healing and survived. Not many people can say that!

I AM the person you would want to work with if you want to learn how to heal yourself of anything or if you want to know how to have a healthy heart. You would be learning from an expert!

In many shamanic traditions the shaman becomes a healer through their own life threatening illness and surviving. It is said that they carry the healing medicine because of that experience. The community seeks out those people when they need healing.

I have a sacred responsibility to share what I have learned.

Teaching Creative Self Healing is my mission.

I have poured a great deal of my healing medicine into three of my books, Empowered Health and Wellness, Resilient Heart and Resilient Heart Art. Anyone who reads any one of these books will gain a ton of wisdom about healing, not just in knowledge but understanding the personal experience of surviving such an experience and how to do it yourself. www.mystickcreekpublishing.com

I am not distracted any more. I don’t believe the BS that no one would want to work with me because of my heart issues. If you want to learn about healing yourself, from someone who knows it intimately, You will want to reach out to me. ❤️

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