A Calm Heart

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Progress report!
Supplement plus inner work.

I wanted to make sure this wasn’t a just fluke before I posted this.

I am super excited about this!!!

Ever since the first heart attack 3 1/2 years ago I could feel my heart beating in my chest all of the time. I am not saying I would put my hand over my heart and feel it beating. I didn’t have to do that. It was beating so that I could feel it without touching my chest.

It wasn’t because I was stressed out. It was when My bpm was normal 60-70 BPM. When I was stressed out it was 5 times as strong like it was going to jump out of my chest. Sometimes it was hard to go to sleep because I could feel it in the front and the back. It was pounding with a normal heart rate as if it wanted my constant attention. It wanted me to see something.

I don’t know if other people feel their heart beat like this, but I never did. It did it’s thing and I didn’t pay attention because I couldn’t feel it.

I did some deep emotional clearing on the solar eclipse and I started the second week of the supplement I am taking.

Yesterday I woke up and my heart wasn’t beating like it has for 3 1/2 years. I can’t feel it. It sounds weird to say I am excited that I can’t feel my heart beating , but I am. It blows me away, actually.

My heart feels quiet and peaceful. It feels like it is beating to a new joyful frequency. I feel this unexplainable joy frequency in my body.

I see this as huge progress toward the wellness I am moving toward. I have seen what my heart wanted me to see and now it has settled down. Maybe it is telling me the tumor is gone. Time will tell. With a joyful, peaceful heart, healing is probable ❤️

I have an amazing heart. No doubt about it!

PS…I am curious if other people feel there heart beat all of the time?

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What Looks Like Chaos is Often Really Order

 

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Painting by Katelyn Mariah, title The Compass of the Heart.

“For a seed to achieve its greatest expression, it must come completely undone. The shell cracks, its insides come out and everything changes. To someone who doesn’t understand growth, it would look like complete destruction.” ~ Cynthia Occelli

Be careful what you ask for because the Universe can be very efficient!

Often when someone comes down with a life threatening illness, people say to the that they created it with there thoughts, because that is what the Law of Attraction Movement has thought us.

For the most part this is not a compliment about how powerful a creator you are but a shaming comment about the “mess” you have created.

I invite you to set that aside for a moment and look at a different perspective.

Yes, I created the heart journey I have been on for 3+ years, but not out of a negative construct but out of positive intention setting.

Say, What?

My positive intentions set this all in motion so that I COULD realize my desires.

On March 8, 2016 I did a release and intention setting ritual on an important date astrologically for me. I remember thinking “I hope I didn’t do too much”. Oops, too late!

I am in fact a powerful creator and manifesting magnetic and what might look like a “big mess” is really the most efficient way to get to what I desire to create.  Twelve days after the ritual I had the first heart attack.

Everything that was not in alignment with my desire had to be released.  These were cellular issues that I couldn’t see, that having a series of Heart events helped me see clearly.  We see this clearing happening on the personal and planetary level right now. The weather is a great purging force. In my case my whole world had to fall apart to be put back together in a new way so my path was clear.

The Law of Attraction would have us believe that we desire something and boom it’s there in front of you. This is rarely true. Yes I have had a few instant manifestation but they are more the exception and not the rule.  We waste a lot of time feeling shame and being hard on ourselves because we don’t have the Law of Attraction wand of instant manifestation. Surely we must be doing something wrong.

Oh no we aren’t.

The Universe and my soul chose the fastest, most efficient way to clear the path for me to manifest my desires. I could have set intentions Year after year until the cows came home and never seen the results I wanted.  I am starting to see evidence in my life that I am moving in the direction of my dreams.

Having your heart broken open over and over and facing death is great at revealing what you need to see. Ohms and a magic wand would never have shown me what I needed to see.

I have a deep sense of peace, purpose and rightness about what I have gone through and how it’s serving my evolution.

So, what looks like chaos is often really order in the big scheme of things!

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Anything is Possible

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Some might think it’s silly to think a tumor can disappear on its own. That it is wishful thinking and why waste the money? Seriously, why waste the money!!!

I have had tumors disappear before. About 15 years ago I was diagnosed with gallbladder disease and told my gallbladder was full of benign tumors and had to be removed. I was having very painful attacks every time I ate. I told the doctor I was keeping my gallbladder and she told me she would see me in a month because I would want it out by then.

I believe we have our organs for a reason and we shouldn’t be so quick to remove them because that would disturb the delicate balance of our body. So I needed to try to save it. I get it, people have their gallbladder out every day, and doctors think it’s no big deal.

I continued to have gallbladder attacks every time I ate for about a month. My daughter said I should just go have it removed because she didn’t want to see me in pain. I told her I would call the doctor on Monday if it was still bothering me.

That night I had a dream and angelic beings did surgery on my gallbladder. In the dream I could feel the stitches where they closed me up after surgery.

I Have never had a gallbladder attack again. That was 15 years ago and I still have my gallbladder.

When my Naturopath told me we can release this tumor in three months with a new supplement she has I am for sure going to try that before I go ahead and do surgery because because of this experience.

When I was in the hospital in March the doctor brought up the issue of my Parathyroid. I told him I was working with a Naturopath to release it naturally. He said that wouldn’t happen and that natural medicine wasn’t strong enough.

I told him the story about my gallbladder. He didn’t really believe me and said he was going to look at my records. The next morning when I saw him his whole demeanor had changed and he said “Keep working with the Naturopath “.

So anyone who would like to support me in this with your donation, I would receive it with gratitude.

Let’s make the impossible possible! — at Art Studio of Katelyn Mariah.

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Sometimes Life Sucks!

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I am an optimistic and positive person by nature and that is why I have survived all of the challenges I have experienced but I have to tell you,

*There is a lot that sucks about having a tumor on the back of your heart!
*There is a lot that sucks about having 5 heart attacks and recovering from them.
*There is a lot that sucks about having open heart surgery and recovering from it. Like having your chest and sternum sawed open.
* There is a lot that sucks about arguing with doctors who want you to take a handful of pharmaceuticals and tell you you will die if you don’t when you know your body would heal using natural medicine.
*There is a lot that sucks about not having a partner to support you through it. When I am on the ledge and no one is around I have to talk myself down.
*There is a lot that sucks about losing all of your savings, maxing out credit cards after paying them all off, and losing your livelihood because you had to pay out of pocket to save your life
*There is a lot that sucks about recovering from one heart attack only to have another and another.
*There is a lot that sucks about having a heart attack in a foreign country, being in a hospital for a week where no one speaks your language
*There is a lot that sucks about asking friends for money!
*There is a lot that sucks about having to go to the food shelf
* There were many times that I wanted to quit
*There is a lot that sucks that I left out of this post.

There I have said it! I might make it look easy but it has been extremely difficult!

It would be so appreciated if you could donate to this fundraiser so I can take care of this Tumor naturally because trust me, having surgery would suck big time!

#beingreal

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Parathyroid Tumor Be Gone

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Many of my readers know my story about the parathyroid tumor that is in a rare position behind my heart. Story here

I had an emotional week last week because I was supposed to go in for the scan of the Parathyroid Tumor on Monday and if it was still there I would have been scheduled for surgery. This issue hadn’t even been in my consciousness for months.

After the scan was scheduled I went into fear because I felt I had to resign myself to the fact I would have to go through major surgery again. I had tried fundraising last fall to get the funds to do an alternative treatment but only raised enough to do a month. One month was not enough.

To be honest it scares me to have to go through this rare surgery to retrieve the tumor from behind my heart.

A group of my friends and my Naturopath, Jean O’Hern, rallied around me and said we will find a way to do the treatment that will release the tumor naturally. Jean is a medical intuitive and my body told her it would be gone in three months with the treatment she can do.

I canceled the scan!

I am back to feeling positive and knowing it is possible to release the tumor without surgery.

I would be grateful for any financial support you can give me.

❤️ I thank you, my heart thanks you, my body thanks you❤️

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